There are some days I just astound myself. It is at times like these that I am overwhelmed with gratitude of what Jesus did for me.
Someone said something mean and accusing and before I knew it I reacted in a bad way.
“ I don’t really understand myself, for I want to do what is right, but I don’t do it. Instead, I do what I hate. But if I know that what I am doing is wrong, this shows that I agree that the law is good. So I am not the one doing wrong; it is sin living in me that does it.
And I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful nature. I want to do what is right, but I can’t. I want to do what is good, but I don’t. I don’t want to do what is wrong, but I do it anyway. But if I do what I don’t want to do, I am not really the one doing wrong; it is sin living in me that does it.” (Rom7:15-20 [NLT])
So recently I’ve been trying theses two different scenarios. I picture myself at the foot of the cross, where Jesus is hanging in agony. People are jeering and insulting Him. The one thief is doing the same. Would I be comfortable speaking out loud what I’m thinking right then? In front of the Savior who is dying for my sins?
The second scenario is what if this was the exact second Jesus is coming back on the clouds to collect His chosen people. Would I want Him to catch me saying what I’m thinking right as He is about to transport me to my eternal home in heaven?
Boy if that doesn’t stop me cold in my tracks.
God is working to conform me more into the image of Jesus. (Romans 8:29) I need this help desperately every day. If I am to be more like Jesus, then I need to do what He did. He didn’t open His mouth while on the cross. This shows His serenity and submission to His Father’s will. He did not argue with, condemn, or revile those who were brutally murdering Him. (Isa. 53:7)
Wow!
Conform me Father! Help me Father be more like your Son, my Savior.
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If I am honest I felt a self conscious shiver as I read your words Cindi 😞
But praise our Redeemer and Lord who welcomes our repentant hearts! 🙏
God bless you today sister 🙏
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Praise Him indeed! Bless you too brother!
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I opened my mouth earlier this week in a fit of using my right to speak even if it was not the best choice….proceeded to read the book of James again for a cleansing, not a completely comfortable cleansing, but necessary….how much damage was done, I’m not sure at this time, but once again our Daddy has to come in and clean up the mess I made. Not sure what He will ask me to do to help remedy all the carnage I created. My hope is maybe things are not as bad I they could be, but maybe they are much worse. Will be heading out today to find out. Pray for all those involved. Thanks.
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I am praying for all involved, God is a good at restoring things.
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Well, this has humbled me right down to the soles of my feet. Forgive me Father God. I am SO sinful. Please send Your Grace to pour out over me and redeem me, AGAIN! Thank you. In Jesus’ Holy Name i pray this. Amen. 🙏🏻🛐✝️🕊️
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It was a wake up call for me too. Reminding me that I am a sinner in need of God’s constant grace. Thank you for being honest. I love you!
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I love you right back my sweet sister
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Amen, same here Cindi!!!!! Praying for you and tax season!!!
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Thanks Mandy!
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We all fall short of the glory of God. I can identify with you. He has been telling me to be sensitive and obedient to his voice and to quit doing what I want. Repentance and turning back to the Lord quickly is a necessity!
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#truth!
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I’ve never understood people who don’t recognize the evil in themselves. While I generally perceive people around me as generally good and kind, I also am aware how petty and jealous and angry I can be at times. Then I start panicking that it’s just me who catches myself like that!
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No need to panic, we are all in the same boat!
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Thank you for sharing. Your reflection is deeply introspective and shows a sincere desire to align your actions with your faith. It’s a reminder of the ongoing struggle between our human nature and our desire to do what is right in the eyes of God. Your willingness to pause and reflect on how your actions align with your beliefs, especially in moments of anger or frustration, is a testament to your faith and your commitment to living a life that reflects the love and grace of Jesus. May God continue to guide you on your journey of transformation and may His grace empower you to live a life that honors Him in all you do.
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Thanks for the kind words. I do want my life to be all about Him!
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That’s my heart’s desire as well
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We can all surely relate to this one for sure!
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Thanks!
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